This is how pathetic I really am.....I posted this on my Author's site....and even as I typed the words, Under The Weather.....I felt a Michelle-ism coming on.  I felt compelled to journey further into the famous phrase and ask myself why?  What does it mean....but alas, I did not...instead I just ignored it and clicked away......I am disgusting.


From my Author's Blog Post....

["I am uninspired. 

                 I have no fire in me to write about anything lately. 

This is not like me at all...usually they come so fast that I can't keep up.  And perhaps that's a big contributor to my current problem.  I was over exhilarated with ideas a few weeks ago, but hardly had time to write down what was on my mind, so now it all sits on a list of stuff that I no longer have the passion for.

Usually I am easily inspired.  Usually just reading work that others have written or are working on promotes my own creativity.  That yearn to be part of today's present as it's being constructed.  That deep desire to have someone, anyone say, hey that's pretty good....or it's not bad, but maybe you could do this...or even today I would settle for, that was the worst, run-on dribble I have ever had to endure...Any feed back is something.

But lately I just have nothing.  I keep blaming this sickness....I have been under the weather  for over a week now and barely have the energy to wipe my own ass.  So maybe it's just that my brain has taken a creative break.  Maybe it knows I need a rest and has put itself on sleep mode. 

I need something though....It feels like an eternity.  I'd like to write just one poignant thought.  One well constructed sentence.  One ridiculous Michelle-ism on my blog....anything would be nice....but I fear my well has run dry....I know better though! I know that I do not run out of things to rant about.  I know that the fairy tale land in which I reside never rests...even when I am not there.  I know it will come back to me....just today though,....Today I feel despair.

Tomorrow will be better.

I hope.... "]