2009 Blog is Winding Down
I can't get over the fact that I am wrapping up another year of my blog and I feel like I have done nothing with it this year. It kind of sucks actually.
I've gotten lazy. I've written nothing new at all as far as books/manuscripts...I don't even think there was a new Saga of Sara and Johnny this year...omg I suck. On top of that I never even finished editing 2008's printed version. That's still sitting here with papers sticking out of it every where. Usually I copy and paste these entries into a Word Doc. throughout the year so that in Jan. I can just send it to Lulu and have it printed...after all it is my personally journal.
I've gotten lazy. I've written nothing new at all as far as books/manuscripts...I don't even think there was a new Saga of Sara and Johnny this year...omg I suck. On top of that I never even finished editing 2008's printed version. That's still sitting here with papers sticking out of it every where. Usually I copy and paste these entries into a Word Doc. throughout the year so that in Jan. I can just send it to Lulu and have it printed...after all it is my personally journal.
I also can't help but wonder who reads this shit. I get about 170-200+ hits a day, but are they all my mother? Is anyone else reading faithfully? I never really think much about it until someone comments, or tells me that they read it regularly...then I panic. I watched Julie & Julia this past weekend though and I suddenly became overwhelmed with the question of "who is reading me?"
I know I have gotten a lot of nice comments and feedback over the three years I've been blogging, so I know people are out there. I also know that I will be getting a new computer soon, so writing a blog won't take four hours on my Commodore 64 to write and upload! LOL. I promise in 2010 to do better and make this something worth reading again and not just Ellie updates...although there will still be plenty of those...the kid is great and is the foundation of some great material!
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